shirahime_dro66

I usually dont write on this but i guess

Well fer sum dumb ass reason I started like this really great guy but everytime i talk to him he seems really great and nice but when we try to meet it always goes bad i mean GOSH lol and I dont know wat he really wants like if he wants to be a friend or be  more you know and i dont wanna mess anything up cause hes really nice as a friend i mean i can talk to him about anything even the craziest things but again i dont really know.. .

I love talking to micheal and trey and raul there so great as usual I cant wait fer his pary and our Japanese night next week its gonna be so fricken awesome! lol I just wish we could start OM already im tired of waiting and then the coach they want gosh again lol im not gonna say anything but you guys are crazy lol *thats why i love you so much*

well my class is coming up and i have to get ready fer that dumb test UGH lol

Happy Holloween you guys!!!!   ^_^

1.You walk on step to all music you hear.
2.You spin pencils/pens/mops/brooms/pool cues, etc.
3.You have a drawer full of flag t-shirts.
4.You're constantly involved in fund raisers (wanna buy a candy bar?)
5.The term attitude has lost all meaning.
6.You know where every high school in your circuit is located.
7.You are an expert at assembling backdrops.
8.When you hear a song you've done a routine to you get estatic.
9.You've done more push-ups in a week than an Army recruit in basic training.
10.You've seen 4:30 in the morning many times.
11.Seperate checks in a restaurant are the best thing to ever happen to you.
12.You're lucky if your instructor gets your name right.
13.You're considered lucky if your instructer noticed your haircut.
14.You know how to wrap your own bandages.
15.You have a flag calus on your right palm under your small finger.
16.You have a permanent rifle bruise on your left and right thumbs.
17.You have more inside jokes than any of your other friends.
18.You can smile genuinly on command.
19.Your priorities are slightly askew.
20.You have an excuse for everything.
21.You can catch anything thrown at you.
22.You find yourself telling your friends to do push ups for chewing gum.
23.You find yourself telling your friends to do push ups for swearing.
24.Every song becomes a possible flag routine.
25.You know the perfect spot for a toss in your favorite songs.
26.Finals are a positive thing.
27.Your calluses are less stressful than practice.
28.You know that "one more time" never means one more time.
29.You can do your hair and make-up anywhere.
30.You can change into your uniform anywhere.
31.Someone who can throw a piece of wood 40ft in the air and catch it becomes your hero.
32.You find yourself designing flags/uniforms/drill in your classes.
33.You've missed more 4th periods than you've been to.
34.You can change, go to the bathroom, and go to your locker in 4.5 min.
35.You laugh like everyone else on your guard.
36.You use two hands to tell your left from your right.
37.You count all music to beats of 6 or 8.
38.You constantly watch t.v. dance shows for a good new move.
39.Watching a 1/2 time show has become more then a leisure activity.
40.Leaving your seat at 1/2 time would be considered a sin.
41.You know how many people can be crammed into a minivan,
42.Lycra-spandex has become a permanent part of your closet.
43.You have never taken a dance class but you know more terms than in the foreign language you took.
44.The soles of your shoes have holes in them from doing to many turns.
45.You've left your house wearing things you swore you never would like curlers, spandex, 2 tons of makeup,etc.
46.You've been in a wrestler room when there were no wrestlers.
47.You've been in a guys locker room when there were no guys in it.
48.Getting a sip of water is considered an act of love and kindness from your instructor.
49.You find yourself critqueing every parade you see.
50.Caravans are run like well oiled machinery.
51.You will not consider anything over $5 dinner while at a competition.
52.The bandroom becomes your home away from home.
53.You become your own pharmacist.
54.Anyone who carries fem. products becomes your best friend.
55.You know how many teenage girls you can fit in a hotel room.
56.You know how to manage 9 girls and 1 bathroom.
57.You wish they offered time/money/stress management in school.
58.You wish they offered nap time in school.
59.The term battle of the sexes has been turned into battle of the bands/guards.
60.You can mock all other bands/guards quite well.
61. 4 1/2 hours of sleep before a competition is considered lucky.
62.You know what jell-o arms and legs feel like.
63.You've considered dating a band/percussion member or have dated one.
64.Your parents know of more h.s. now than when they wer in h.s.
65.Asking your parents for money has reached the extreme.
66.Having your show finished the day before your first competiton/performance is considered lucky.
67.You know nothing is ever definite.
68.There's no such thing as a "summer vacation".
69.The smell of sun screen makes you think of band camp.
70.Getting 2 new uniforms a year is a rarity.
71.You're the last people to hear about the pep rally and the first the perform at them.
72.Coming home before 4:30pm on a weekday almost never happens.
73.You've spent more money on flags than you have on your college education.
74.You've never worked so hard for a chunk of plastic with some metal on it (trophey).
75.You never could teach your dog to fetch cause everything you throw you have to catch yourself.
76.No matter how good your guard is you still get the smallest coverage in the yearbook.
77.The keds sales lady knows you personly.
78.The school nurse knows you and your parents by name.
79.You know what a fulcrum is.
80.Your guard has developed its own language.
81.You know that if you try something wierd it might just end up in your show.
82.Your school locker is an uncharted area to you.
83.The term democracy is not in your vocabulary.
84.You try more stunts than the cheerleaders.
85.You learn to love your instructer when you see other guards shows and uniforms.
86.You went to every school football game but never paid for one.
87.Your nails have never extended beyond your finger tips.
88.You know what's significant about June 14th (if not look at your calender).
89.You know wheather you've passed your limit or not.
90.You know how to bend any rule.
91.You've never actually watched a football game.
92.You can get any teacher to sympathize w/you and let you off for that missing assignment.
93.You say guard halt when you want your friends to stop.
94.You have had more pics taken of you than any of your friends.
95.Your personl best is 60 push ups in one day.
96.You can arm wrestle any band/ and win.
97.You have electrical tape in your back pack.
98.You have a screwdriver in your back pack.
99.You have hit yourself in the head w/a flag/rifle/sabre more times than you would like to think about or can think about!
100.Your friends have had to sedate you for using a measuring stick and/or musical insturment bow to practice sabre blade tosses.
101.You walk in step with everyone!!
102.You can talk about practically anything at practice and competitons no matter who's around.
103.When you hear "learn this" while you picking up your stuff.
104.You march to the back ground music in the mall.
105.You jazz walk/run at home, school, mall, etc..
106. You do split leaps down every hall you come to.
107.Every time you find a bruise/scrape on yourself, you automatically know you got it at a guard rehearsal.
108.You've used up all the white out covering up the marks on the ceiling/wall from the rifle you WEREN'T spinnning in the house...and need more.
109.You cheer louder than the cheerleaders at football games.
110.When you are together so much (because of practice or just getting together) that you all get your period at the same time!
111. When your instructor feels he has enough on the job training to look for a 2nd job as a hairstylist/makeup artist to supplement his income during the summer
112.When all your "outside the guard" friends roll their eyes and whisper "not again," as you talk about how cool your show is, and how you manage to "nail" your tosses everytime.
113.When you can drop spin and carry on a conversation, and jazz step all at the same time, without even thinking about it.
114.When you point your toes in your sleep.
115.When you get teary eyed when you have to put your saber down so you can eat dinner.
116. When Colorguard is practically all you talk about!
117.When your colorguard friends are all you talk to.
118. When you spend 10-15 hours of your day practicing on spinning!
119.When you spend all your free time looking at band related websites.
120. When you look at the websites of other bands in your area just to get the inside info on their show.
121. Your out of guard friends have heard so much about guard, they are almost pros at it!
122. when you''ve left more bruises on band members (especially the drumline!) than on yourself, and are proud of it!
123.Your friends notice bruises on you and you didn't even know that they were there!
124. When it becomes a game to see how many patches and buttons fit on a letter jacket
125. When you don't own any socks that don't have holes in them
126. When the only age that matters is 22
127. When you have one giant brown grass spot in the backyard from practicing so much
128. When stadium nachos and hot dogs are a delicacy
129. When not wearing underwear for fear of pantylines is a constant thing
130. When you have 4 tan lines-tee shirt, gloves, shorts, and socks
131. When the words 'one more time' really means 15 more
132. When gatorade, cheeseballs, and fruit loops is the breakfast of champions
133. When you fold the floor more times than your laundry
134. When the gym/football feild is your second home
135. When styrofoam flats are your favorite hiding place
136. When spaceburgers make sense
137. When you can see yourself trying to make your make-up darker
138. When nike blush checks are a fashion statement
139. When your speed dial consists of your captain, director, and show writer
140. When you forget how to count above 8
141. You make up routines in your head to songs on the radio
142. When you have 6 different uniforms in your closet
143. When you try and guess the height of the guard by the size of the pole
144. When you have a roll of electrical tape next to your bed
145. When school nachos actually taste good
146. When you have 10 silks folded in your garage
147. When the blisters on your blisters don't hurt anymore
148. When you look for flags in commercials that show bands (in The Fugative, during the parade, they show a guard. i swear!!!)
149. When you own a copy of every show you've ever done
150. When band music actually begins to sound good
151. When you refuse to date outside the band
152. Life? what's that?
153. When you always step off on the left foot
154. When you see the guard more than your family
155. You have 2 rifles and sabres-one for practice and one for performance
156. When you name your equipment
157. When the only song you have stuck in your head is your marching show from 2 yrs ago
158. When you glide step in the mall
159. When you begin to look good in show make-up
160. When your senior ring lives on your necklace
161. When you break a bone and still insist that you can march (even if on crutches)
162. When you still spend the same amount of time w/ your band-after you graduate
163. You only go to football games to see the halftime shows
164. you find yourself switching feet to get back on-step while walking through the mall
165.When you name all your bruises.
166. When getting dressed up to go to school means wearing what you'll have wear to practice that night.
167. When riding in sections to a football game is the biggest dilemma of the day.
168. When you catch yourself spinning your pencil in Algebra class.
169. When all your teachers and classmates have seen your guard videos at least twice.
170. When your classmates roll their eyes at you for talking about the band, yet again.
171. When everyone knows that you are in guard by the t-shirts you wear.
172. When you show up for everything at least 15 minutes early(even parties).
173. When you wake up in the morning and put your dot book or drill charts on not thinking.
174. When you wear your hair slicked back every where you go.
175. When the people at Home Depot know you by name.
176. When vending machine food becomes gormet.
177. you have had the words "left! right! left! right!" repeatedly screamed at you and you are not in the army
178. You permanently project to the press box wheather that meant the top of the six foot tall basketball player in front of you's head or the top of the doorway
179. You toss your flag even when they're 50 m.p.h. winds
180. When you choose a college for the colorguard and winterguard directors and programs
181. you have hit yourself in the head so many times, not only can you not count, it doesn't even hurt any more
182.when the local Denny's is you second home, but only because you spend more time at school
183.When you always have to walk in step, even if they aren't in colorguard
184.When you go to see other school's football games just to see their colorguard, and who you're up against.
185.When you in your loud english class your teacher yells, "Attention" and you look forward and sit up straight and don't make eye contact with anyone.
186.You love rainy days, because it gives you a chance to spin (your umbrella) in school (And show off too!)
187.Your unguard friends know that you're almost never available to go out
188.You jump up and down when you hear a song that a guard once did
189.Guard tape is the best thing that has happened since sliced bread
190.Guard tape fixes everything
191.When the "can i have 5 extra mins" turns into a midnight practice
192.When you find yourself dancing everywhere
193.When there is more holes in the school hall way where you practice then Swiss cheese
194.When you have more gay friends then straight
195.When getting new members is the most exciting thing that happened to you
196.When you have seen the same WGI or DCI tape a thousand times and still enjoy it
197.When you pick out thing in the same tapes
198.You listen to the judges tapes more then the radio
199.When you don't think anything of bare feet in the snow
200.When the only jacket you own has the name of your guard on it
201.When you practice more then the band that can only play the star spangled banner
202.When you look forward to getting new gloves
203.When you love the black stain from the new gloves
204.When you are told this is so hard you really walk 5 steps
205.When stretches are your favorite part of the day
206.When you have a song for everything that has happened
207.You know how to sleep with the your music on 10 and the bus going 60mph
208.You take over guys bathrooms b/c the girls is too full
209.Changing in front of guys doesn't phase you anymore
210.You have see more skin from the same sex then the opposite
211.You can talk about "your body" with easy
212.When it all seem to be a soap opera with ups and downs
213.When you work at a bingo hall
214.When you miss some one you saw 5 mins ago
215.You see the same people all day everyday
216.The closest group you have every been in
217.When you spend more time with the guard then your own family
218.When you have practice 5 days a week and enjoy every second
219.You know all of your friends by their last names or a name that is completely awkward to others and they wouldn't be caught dead calling anyone that...
220. You have been in a guys locker room when there WERE guys in it!
221.. Your friends have heard about your routine so much that they can probably get out on the field and do your routine with you!
222. You have dated every guy in the band, and are starting to wonder what life would be like if there wasn't marching band!
223. You have become so accustomed to waking up at 5 am that you do it when you don't have to. (Saturdays, Sundays, days w/ no school or marching practice.)
224. You can march your show in your sleep
225.You say the pledge of alligience to YOUR flag
226. Seeing how fast you can fold the floor becomes your primary form of entertainment
227.You find it easier to fall asleep in a van along with seven other girls than in your own bed
228.While your non-guard friend sleep with tedy bears and other various stuffed animals, you sleep with your flag, rifle, and/or sabre
229.If your room is covered with good luck signs.
230.If you have gotten a black eye from doing a toss!
231.If you catch your self doing air flag while walking down the hallway or while you are sleeping!
232.If you think you will die when the season is over.
233.When you are doing a horizontal toss and you know that it won't make it too far and it smacks you in the face.
234.You own more stretch pants and tank tops then you do regular clothes.
235.When you make a website dedicated to guard.
236.When you have prayed all season for a break before the next season, be it colorguard or winterguard, then you spend the whole thing crying, cause your muscles aren't used to resting for that long.
237.When your boyfriend has been to as many practices and games as you have!
238.When you like wearing your uniform.
239.When people ask you about your social life and you say "Oh, you mean my flag.
240.When being mauled by a drum is a normal part of life.
241.When you can show up to practice in your pajamas and dripping wet and no one notices.
242.When jazz running no longer reminds you of ballet.
243.When "armed guard" means a girl with a pole instead of a guy with a gun.
244.When you see your section more than your family.
245.When you subconsciously start practicing with a pencil.
246.When numbers past 8 aren't important.
247.When you'd rather practice than read the list.
248. You have more bruises, scars, and injuries than a military solider
249. Your teacher makes you write on the board, "I will not spin in class" fifty times.
250. You find yourself watching your spring show routine from freshman year thinking was I ever that bad?
251. Automatically you know what the captain is going to say and you do it before anyone else (most of the time)
252. Weekends are forever lost to practice
253. When you ask "What is summer vacation?"
254. When you stand at parade attention to say the pledge to the flag at school
255. When you can do drop-spins at any tempo with ANYTHING (penciles, forks, brooms, air)
256. When you actually like to watch the Thankgiving day parade for the bands, not those stupid balloons
257. When you can do splits in gurdles
258. When you are rivles with all the chearleaders
259. The funny smell in the guard room in no longer noticeable to you
260. The only nail polish you wear in the winter is clear or none at all
261. When there is a possiblity it will snow, and your competition will be cancelled, you pray that it won't snow
262. When you spend all your money at competitions on guard shirts, boxers, etc. instead of food
263. You can mimick all the annoucers in your circuit
264. Have a dresser dedicated to guard unitards socks pantyhouse and silks
265. You go to the mall to try to find something new to make your rifle colorful
266. The Home Depot (Hardware store) is you favorite place to shop.
267. All your screen names have something to do with Color Guard.
268. You've eaten out more then anyone you know.
269. You anylize every song you hear for Winter Gaurd Standards.
270. You always have to find the perfect winterguard song, and you go crazy when you finally find one.
271. Your boyfriend owns more Color Guard shirts then the store that sells them.
272. You own every cd that contains a song used at a Winter Guard show.
273. Your non-guard friends think you're crazy becuase you've always got songs that they've never heard of stuck in your head.
274. Your Boyfriend has a copy of your schedule hanging in his room.
275. You've used the word "FRESHMAN!" more then a billion times.
276. Your guard instructor invites you to preform at her wedding.
277. You critique migrating geese on how straight their diagonals are!
278. You mark time in the shower(or whenever standing still.
279. You hear "this isn't K-mart we don't like/want 'sails'" more than once a week.
280.The phrase water break has a whole new meaning.
281. You are the only one to have a screwdriver handy during any season.
282. You find many new uses for a sabre
283. Your best friend becomes a six foot pole and three foot silk
284. Your phrase becomes this isn't we don't like sales
285. You spend your lunch period trying to break into the guard room just so you can spin your equiptment
286. Getting locked in the band's coat box is an honor
287. Being friends w/ anyone outside of the band just seems unnormal
288. You listen to your guard tapes as you fall asleep
289. Your family knows your entire show, inside and out
290. You get a shock from leaving the band room b/c the air is so CLEAN
291. You arrive at the school on the days you have practice so early that the school isn't even open
292. When your instructor says rehearsal is at six, you are there by five thirty or you are LATE
293.When you meet your friends places you are always half an hour early
294.. When you have no problem at all telling one of the members of your guard that they smell and they are not offended
295. When pit stains are cool
296. When your little sister plays with, touches, or even LOOKS at your weapon, you jump on her like a lion on a mouse
297. You've got a certain section of your wardrobe labeled "Guard Clothes" that you'd never be caught dead in anywhere but practice.
298. You go into Home Depot and ask for flag tape.
299. Electrical tape is used for everything (ie. labeling cabinets, putting up posters, fixing your flag bag, etc.)
300. A tornado, earthquake, fire, or flood hits and you don't even THINK of running until your instructor says you may.

Well i havnt written cause ive been really bored and i dont like writting when im bored cause i get annoyed and just write watever and post it lol, but today im just eh rite now so its ok.

Well Ive been trying to work out and its ok i dunno if i lost anything but i feel better then wat i do feel usually. Im going to Warped tour with my brother *cause i gave him a ticket fer his bday* ^_^ hes trying to be kind lol, its actually cool though i'll be the only chick with him and roman and there friends but its cool with me. I'll get to see sum cute cuys up in SA.

Speaking of cute guys OMG I have found a hottie i was looking at sum ppl in myspace.com and well came upon this really nice guy hes from Wisconsin, but hes in Australia for a youth exchange program which is awesome! lol we've been talking for awhile and its super cool hopfully we still keep talking ^_^!

I was invited to the beach by my friend Sunny and well my parents didnt let me go so i was kinda upset cause i wanted to go chill out with him and his friends, One of his friends actually kept calling and hes like COME AND HURRY UP and all this shyt and i was like why do you care if i go and hes like I dont, and im like well why do you keep calling?! lol wat a dork he was but he seemed nice hes a jock i think.

but oh well anyway, Its so close to July 4!!! and you know wat that means. . . . hahaha yea me either but its when ppl can come together from far away states and share views of star gazing and plant life * has no idea wat im saying* But it sounds good to sum ppl ^_- yepp.

pink_juice

YaY I made colorguard, im happy but not so much, like when i made it i was like i made it but i could have done way better so it kinda suxz but wat can i do, anyway i went to celebrate with raul and karla and becca at T.R.R.G.  and we got our usual orders and after that we headed out to B&N where raul bought a cd and becca was wanting a cd as well as karla and I of course was wantin the GUy at the Corner and The one listening to the music SeXY lol but i couldnt have them.

I love my friends that a gf/bf, i think its so cute, but ugh! im fed up that i dont have a love life, i mean being single is great but having sumone makes me feel i dunno more special, but every damn guy i wanna talk to is either to far, or just an ass and it really suxz, and i know alot of you are like "ok wat do we care" but its just my opinon you dont have to read it or anything.

Im finally actually gonna start my diet and i am hoping that i look super slim before school starts, i want a new life i want to feel better bout myslf and i want to find a new guy to take to Philly with me when i leave out of this place!

Well its been a blast with all my senior friends from everywhere: Dofy, Kevin, Mario*PSJA*, RIcky, Jamie, LeeRoy, "Cow", "Beanz!" aww, BENNY!, Jenny,"Tubby!", Alex, Joe, * RIO!*, Danny, Jon, TJ, *LJ* Pancho *Nikkie Rowe*, Isabel *Edin Nth*,   And im sry if i fergot anyones name ^_^

Yea well man i really dont wanna go to Graduation for my seniors I know i'll cry!!, kinda why i didnt go to LJ Sry Danny!, and also why I didnt go to PSJA SRY GUYS luv ya lotz! BUT im forced to go because im in the band! lol so i have to go But i go fer free and get super close to all the seniors compared to there parents who would probably wanna sit rite them to them say " OHH CHILD you finally gonna graduate and get out of my Hair! LOL and well after that  Tubby is givin a pool party and I wanna go, but i dont know where it is and im not sure if rite after im gonna go off to mcallen.

Well Im actually in colorguard, we had our meeting today and it was kinda cool Im so nervous that i might be an alternate i mean yea its my 1st year but it would kinda sux as well you know, Im happy fer Raul hes fer sure gonna get a spot hes the only Guy lol WHOO RAUL! But yea im just hoping i can learn everything real quick and hopefully do great in try-outs.

I feel like my wrting is a waste of time I mean i love comment on ppls but no one actually comments mine Do you guys even read it If not let me know so maybe I can just delete this thing. . . i dunno

This summer im gonna working out with colorguard and also just by myself, i wanna maybe look fer sumone during summer, i like being single but sumtimes its like a question. why are you still single? I dont know if im ugly Probably Hidious! but i dunno, but hopefully when marching comes around ppl are like WOAH whos that!!!! lol  . . .I hope they do.

L8erz, I love you my Seniors of 2005 and I'll miss you guys so much! As for The RGV class of 2006, finally our day is coming!!

Honest opinion please!

Am I sweet?
Am I nice?
Am I crazy?
Am I lovable?
Am I funny?
Am I psycho?
Am I selfish?
Am I daring?
Am I a good person?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOU MY

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
Fingernails:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF

I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from you:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
I peed my pants:

WOULD YOU

Hug me?
Kiss me?
Hold my hand?
Miss me when I am gone?
Listen to my problems?
Be there for me when I need you the most?
Hug me if I cried?
Be a good friend?
Buy me a hundred roses?
Lie to me just to make me happy or tell me the truth that can make me sad?

IF YOU COULD

Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
Hook me up with someone (real) who would it be?
Do one thing with me what would it be?
Drop me one piece of advice what it would be?
Give me something that's very special from your heart what would it be?

WHAT ABOUT US

Who are you?
Are we friends?
When and how did we meet?
How have I affected you?
What do you think of me?
What's the fondest memory you have of me?
How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
Do you love me?
Have I ever hurt you?
Are we close?
Emotionally, what stands out?
Do you wish I was cooler?
On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
How long have you known me?
Describe me in one word.
What was your first impression?
Do you still think that way about me now?
What do you think my weakness is?
Do you think I'll get married?
What about me makes you happy?
What about me makes you sad?
What reminds you of me?
What is my best quality?
If u could change one thing about me what would it be?
How well do you know me?
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
What would be the last words you would say to me?
What is your honest opinion about me?
Would you forgive me if I break your heart or do something that's really bad to you that will cause you pain?
Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Well Wend. was gonna be my day off But NO0o they postponed it cause they didnt wanna take us, making it on the 26th not many would go and they wouldnt have to spend so much money on them and maybe have time to come back early and saving MORE MONEY!

Well i read my friends journals and everyone seems so *AHH!!!!* stressed, depressed, everything but happy, joyous, i wish i could be like a fairy lol and make them all happy with a wift of my wand BUT Im not and i cant so to all my friends I hope you guys are ok and im here if you need help ir wutever.

Daniel is not going to come to Rio and it bites ace! im really upset i wanted to see him but i guess not and i dunno if hes going to come in august but i think it might only be fer 15days, but wutever, I dunno where my brother is its like hes here in RIo but not really here lol i only saw him once at the concert and no more, well fer now i duno, well im bored and im gonna go t/c

This weekend was kinda boring actually SUPER BORING! And well ive been thinking botu so many things. . .  bout wat is gonna happen during summer I want to get rid of sum classes like Gov. and Eco, that way i can have sum free time to maybe take college courses during class and after class so i have crdits fer college already.

Also im still debating on wat college to go to....I mean i wanna go to Corpus with benny and jenny and beanz, but then i also wanted to go with Raul to Temple *but i duno if he still wants me to go with him* and well I saw that Alaska had sum Universities and Ive always wanted to go see Alaska but i dont know MAn suxz! lol

I still have homework projects for french WHICH SUXZ but its my last year WHOO! HELL YEA! but im actually gonna miss watching sum of the movies she had they were pretty funny. oh well

I still need to give away my puppies but i love them to deathbut i really need to give them away. ANyone interested!??

My mum and sis actually took pics together and they look really nice i was like aww color coordinate! lol My Dad and I went to see my Guela Christina's gravestne, i was only there like 2times kinda hurt cause My dad had to remind me that she died after my bday and i had seen her on my bday V_V also like my Guela Morning she died after my bday, kinda suxz but ohwell. . .

Cant think of much more so im heading out I need to finish sum things fer 2morrow. . .l8erz T/C

Well today i think i did real well in the AP english I just hope i really did ^_^. Class was ok i actually wasnt upset in French which was a miracle! but anywho got home decided to fall asleep since i knew i wouldnt talk to anyone cause Belia left i dunno where, Carlos was gonna go to the Dodge Arena fer sumthing i know was gonna be cool fer his older brother. and well woke up tried to finish my damn Prject fer french but i cant finish all of it i need just one more day!! hopefully Laurel doesnt kill me I made it sumwat "badace" lol so yea. then i got side tracked and decided to take sum pics here check them out tell me wat you think.

 My little puppy well on of them Hes SO cute I lub him

 

 Not such a great pic, but it has my friend's beenie so it to show its in good hands ^_^ and look at my jewlry lol its so cool and Green!

Well off to my project and Now we have another damn project actually i have 3. 1 is to read a whole book in french, 2do a project on the book and 3 read from my french book fer extra credit i wanna make my grade on french look real good before i leave that thing fer the last yr WHOOO HOO. L8erz

Well yesterday was the coolest. We had to celebrate Rauls bday and i didnt hesitate fer a bit lol we took off in my little PT with a full car Raul and I in the front, Juli Joey and Karla in the back. and we stll havnt picked up Becca! lol and it was already full so we decided to get rid of the back seats and let them sit on the floor. ^_^ they looked like they liked it.

Well the movie was our first stop of the day and we wanted to watch SIn City but ended up watching Hitchhiker wasnt bad actually. Funny pnts in durin the movie:

• Juli entertaing the little kids in front of us
• Juli and her crazy dance down the stairs *and up
• Juli and her glow stick dance  whoo!
• Ppl behind us trying to be funny LOL didnt work!
• Raul hitting Juli with box o'candy after Juli slapped him
• Becca being in the movie silly crabbe like becca lol
• PPl behind us tryin to make themselves still seem funny LOL Doesnt work!

Well after the movies was done we saw that it was 9:50 so we decided to go eat since we were super hungry SO OFF to The Republic of the Rio Grande. When we got there OMG this man came towards us and My initial thought was HEs gonna call the Immigration on us! LOL, naw but he just wanted change to eat so becca gave him 2bucks AWW becca so kinda thats why your going to florida lol

We all ate off each others food and got the coolest table with a picture where all the men were super mexican with the tan and the women were all white skin lol.

Well after that we dropped becca off and went home cause it was like 11 and well dropped off the guys and i was super tired as well everyone was, so got home  moved the seats and fell asleep in the car, didnt wake up till the sun burned my face lol with its stupid rays and i went in my room and decided to clean. So that is my super fun day with Raul, juli, karla,joey and Becca ^_^ L8erz

Hey Wow omg yesterday was the coolest day ever, ToDAYnot so great i felt like shyt!

Anyway The mudvanye concert to me was super cool cause I got to relieve stress by pushing sum ppl and I got to see Carlos *C-lo* after how long its been? but anyway i felt so great to see him again we hung out actually most of the time basically the 1st two bands and well when Mudvanye came we kinda split cause he went to the moshpit and me and B-roo were yelling our asses off and it was great.

After all was sang and done, we headed Straight to go eat!!! cause we werre HUNGRY lol and well met Carlos and his buddies their pretty cool hope to hang out with them again one day. and well we were sitting down and i noticed a certain guy didnt like him or anything BUT he looked familar like ive seen his face before and stuff and it reminded me of "seve" or sumthing like that and i was kinda dizzy and i said it out loud to B-roo and he kinda turned i think i was like *GASP* lol but i totally acted like i said nothin lol and we saw a cat and almost took it home but fergot to.

I didnt notice how much we smelled like weed till like this morning cause i was in ache my head was buzzing from the 16amps! and my teeth would clash like the symbals did every damn second LoL

It was super cool and i wanna go to another one LOL I wanna go to Austin fer System of a down. . .and i might go to Warp tour I dunno ^_^ HMMMMM LOL well c ya l8erz

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - niuqorram zxela
[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - Im into japanese so it means Ice princess
[ ] Are you a homosexual - no
[ x ] Where do you live - RGC TX
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - I'm just real fun!

DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet - its baby blue...
[ x ] Hairbrush - i use a comb like brush
[ x ] Toothbrush - its grey and blue
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - my earrings, and my ring
[ x ] Pillow cover - there just red and blck
[ x ] Blanket - has a tiger all sexy!!
[ x ] Coffee cup -none
[ x ] Sunglasses - I have sum pink, green, and black oh yea
[ x ] Underwear - yea i wear them ^_^
[ x ] shoes - Boots, shoes, flip flops, heels
[ x ] Favorite shirt- my "ISLANDERS" and "Kiss me i'm punk
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Lucky you, Romance ^_-
[ x ] CD in stereo right now -Burned cd
[ x ] Tattoos - VERY SOON 4tattoos
[ x ] Piercings - my ears and my sexy tongue ^_^
[ x ] What you are wearing now - my bra and underwear with my blanket
[ x ] Hair - Wet and Wild baby lol

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - my "fuck it" tongue ring
[ x ] In my head - Kat *nick name* I love him
[ x ] Wishing - so many damn things but only one i really want
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - KAT! V_V
[ x ] Is next to you - Marcos *my puppy
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Alice in Wonderland, Nitemare before x-mas
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - To find out if Kat likes me or not
[ x ] The last thing you ate - #3 extra pickles, sub O/R
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - being a lonely
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes im in love with them
[ x ] Do you like incense - *ITS A DRUG TO ME!
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - I actually like it AB only lol
[ x ] Do you believe in love -YES very much
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - Yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - sumwat
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - I dunno
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - hmm i dunno
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - be burned
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a lion
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - like 60hrs
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - Whooo! I LOVE THEM!
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks -SHYEA!
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - 50cent i have 3
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? Mcallen *BECCA*,  colorado, Penny
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods -Whataburger, Crazy international buffet,
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand? that i hate being toyed with v_v
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - STUPID KAT!
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? KAT KAT KAT!!!!

AND:
1. What was the last song you heard? Utada Hikura- I love you

2. What were the last two movies you saw? Its been a long ass time since i have

3. What were the last three things you purchased?  large cup of ice, slushi, 2clamtoes

ur things do you need to do this weekend? Barnes and Noble, Hastings, Starbucks

5. Who are the last five people you talked to? Dofy, Raul, Mario, Nati, Diana

Well, yesterday i talked to Jon. . .kinda weird=HELL YEA, but wat can i say i miss talkin to him he use to be fun, now hes acting like an ass *bastard!* MUAHAH! talked to Kat Sry ppl if you dont know him only a few You know Trey! lol well yea he started talkin to me fer sum reason i dunno why but wutever,

Latly Shaun has been going out to run "errands" but i sum how dont believe he is you know but wutever, maybe when he moves down i can keep a closer eye on him, he'd probably do the same lol

Well Ruben, Jm, and Raul are all in Europe and i hate them of course but i'll hate them more if they dont get me anything!! you better damn it v_v lol, anyway hope their having fun.

well today and thursday i work *only* kinda suxz to sum it doesnt but when the value of MONEY comes into play It fricken does hehe. I get paid 5.50 a hour work 6hrs a day, but that doesnt count the minutes you sumtimes do when ur "slowly walk to push out" ^_^   and if they dont keep you an extra or 2 hr cause of buisness *damn ppl MAKE UR OWN FOOD!* HEHEHEHE im jk eat at WHATABURGER IS UR FRIEND!!

Went shoping with my puppies at petsmart it was cool got this HUGE bone fer my Kiba hes a great pyrenness hes such a baby ^_^ AWWW! well im gonna go I have to go work at 5, come back yell at Shaun, Dl Naruto Whooo and talk to trey as usual make sure hes ok after last nite

 

 

Hey ppl, wow i know its been like shyt of of a long time I updated lol anyway wow my days have been hell!

Ive been hangin out with Raul and Trey alot ~My Luvz!~ ^_^ yea i yell at them but who wouldnt there little bitches. Ruben with his leopard skin LOL is coming out ok.

Jm is an idiot . . . AS USUAL. Val is being all silent but deadly kinda way heheh luv ya Val ^_^ and well dont talk to Tiffany but yea shes just there. . . *crickets*

Shaun was kicked out of his aprt so now he has to move to West Virgina and it suxs he might move to TX I hope that'd be awesome, but i need to find sum apts that are cheep. 

* If anyone can help me find sum cheep but NICE apts let me know ^_^ I appreciate it*

 I dont know wat im gonna do fer Spring break cept work, but besides that i mean i'll be all alone v_v *Ruben, Raul and Jm in Europe*, Trey in Corpus, Val at sum church thingy, yea i'll be all ALONE

well anyway, im gonna head out cause its late and well yea im beat. Luv ya guys l8erz